He feels like he's going to be sick.
(why will the whole of love come on me suddenly)
He tilts his head to the side, which almost makes his smile level, and says:
(when I am sad and feel you are far away?)
"When did you last see me laugh? I mean - really laugh; crack up."
(the book fell that always closed at twilight
and my blue sweater rolled like a hurt dog at my feet)